I did promise to post a blog everyday... But it appears that it is a little constraining to my schedule.

I do not know if I can blog during work, but maybe I can. hahahaaa... We will see. (evil grin)

LIke I said I am going to work ahhh... so tiring!

juggling things like these, like that... haha Don't get me wrong I love my job but it is not my profession.

I am blinded by the allure of it being easy, fun, simple and well the pay is not so good. BUT it is a hella better than that of my profession. so tsk tsk tsk....

AHH... still have a long list of topics I want to blog.

maybe later's baby. - ohh I'm going to get a shirt with that line. hahaa

Christmas is almost over, my cousins and I made plans to watch a movie later. EXCITED much.

yippee...

BTW we just opened the gifts I save up for quite a long time, I only have gifts for my mom and my youngest bro cuz I runned out of funds. hahaa.

But I like how my mom was so HAPPY cuz she can now buy her new SPORTS shoes.

So every one ...

so I might dish out what I feel and felt for this season. But not now don't want to ruin a good mood mornight for me. 

Also I will retell all the things I did on Christmas.

for now I'm signing out! 

goodbye for now, I'll post soon. Have A great Sleep EVERYONE! 

tired EYES

I love reading books, I really do and cause of that it took a toll on my eyes.

12 years of reading and my eyesight is stating to fade.

I use to have 20/20 vision.

Now my eyesight is 75/20 and 50/20 with severe astigmatism.

too much reading would do that to you. hehe

to be clear never did took care of my eyes so it's all on me.

I read on the bus, on the car, on the bed well pretty much everywhere.

I use real books and now i use online book/ ebooks which are worse for my eyes.

my eyes worse for wears. 

IS this my future!! Hell no!! I love reading, I love reading and I would not stop hahaha!!

I'll just take better care of my eyes.

Reading is a gift for those who

 understand and love it. 

my love for books

I love reading, its the best thing in the world for me. 

I love it for what it does to my life.

1. whenever I feel BLUE, I go to my books to find solace from the characters who doesn't exist. But I feel more connection with them than those around me. 
2. whenever I am bored, they keep me company. they make me CRY, LAUGH, SCREAM, FEAR, WORRY, DOUBT, BELIEVE, TRUST, and all the things you can POSSIBLY feel. 
3. whenever I doubt, and think that "I CAN'T". They're always there giving me hope, strength, courage, and most of all belief in myself. that HEY if they can do, "WHY THE HELL CAN'T I".
4. whenever I feel lost, I go to their world and remember mine. That their's is a great world but mine can be better if I do something about it. 
5. whenever I am me, and remember all the INSECURITIES, the FEARS, the WEAKNESSES, the DOUBTS, the DARK TRUTHS about me. They remind me that no one is perfect, that this characters written inside them are far from perfect but they get by so... YOU who is real and can CHANGE still has hope. JUST don't loose yourself, believe and do your BEST. That's all we can do and hope. HOPE for a better future.  
6. whenever, whenever... they are there. AND I AM VERY HAPPY. just cause they are THERE! 

- gruesome truth.

painful truth

reality

And oh yeah! just thought you should know they complete me!

and most of all... I see the world the way I do because of my great teachers. 

1. Mary Lennox

2. Sara Crew 

3. Anna Fitzgerald 

4. Adeline Yen Mah 

5. Elizabeth Bennet 

6. Jane Eyre

7. Josephine "JO" March 

8. Lyra Silvertongue 

9. Lucy Pevensie 

10. Emma BAngai Hen

11. Matilda 

12. Anne Shirley 

13. Anidori-Kiladra Talianna Isilee

14. Madeline 

15. Ginger Foutley

early Morning!

GOOD MORNING!

ohh, I woke up early today! 6 ish something... heard noises down stairs so I went to check it out. haha found mom and auntie chitchatting about what to cook tonight for our 

dream dinner

But here is a good morning picture to make us all happy and jolly! 

Enjoy the beautiful morning sunshine.  

something I, we,all of us truly DESIRE!

"I've been waiting for such a long time, 

and now I am happy to say that 

finally... I don't need to seek or look, 

for I have found the one thing 

I truly want and am looking for.... 

and that is YOU!"

- 

I've dreamed a thousand times to say those words, but I guess I still need a million more before I can utter those words I have thought of since I can remember. 

Maybe someday, someday maybe I can say this lines. 

Maybe someday, someday maybe I will have my very own dream,  happy ending,  fairy tale,  dream come true,  happy ever after that every girl dreams of. A PRINCESS wedding fit for a QUEEN. 

Just like every girl I dream of the same thing. but alas it's all a dream. Till it becomes a reality.

But would there really be any happy ending if I still don't have my BEGINNING. 

How? How? How? How can I start?

Where? Where? Where? Where do I begin?

.... what is wrong with you?? (I and people around me ask that question and I don't know the answer.) - another blog will be made for this issue.

 I hope to have this someday.

Bella and Edward (twilight)

Blair and Chuck (Gossip Girl)

Their Journey wasn't easy, there were more DOWNS than UPS, but they held on. 

So EVERYBODY hold on, you'll have the happy ever after that you 

TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY 

 deserve 

I want one too. 

Pazzta

I made my 30 minute pasta recipe for dinner tonight!!

I loved it (duhh I made it of course I'd love it ) haha
 =
 =
 = = = > LOVE YOUR OWN !! cause that's a way to find fulfillment.

tuna bacon pasta in buttered garlic and parsley sauce

GLOATING aside... I'm pretty wicked with a wooden spoon.

I am so full tonight and later on I might eat another serving... hehe

--- currently watching the GLEE PROJECT 2 like the show but hmm. tad bit not there for me. I like the first season more.